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So, who am I?

My name is S and I'm fairly new to being an awakened Vampyr. On this blog I intend to document my learning and foster a sense of comunity in case anyone else as lost as me can find some decent resources in text form. Aside from that I'm a chronically ill, transmasc nerd from Germany, I enjoy playing D&D and Vtm, psychonauts 1&2, animal crossing, disco elysium and the sims, I have a massive special interest in psychology, hypnosis especially, I identify as both a witch and a chaos magician and my pronouns are he/they. I'm also an energy/psi vamp so this is largely gonna be on that, sorry sangs.

And why am I doing it?

Well simple, I've found it really difficult to find a good resource and community that isn't on discord (nothing against discord, I just feel like I'd feel a little more secure if there was more outside of it) or in a book (nothing against books but reading for long stretches of time is hard and a book doesn't tend to create community). Maybe I'll eventually start a discord too but for now I'm just chronicalling my learning on this page. I'm genuinely very new to this, I only recently realised that this is what is going on with me and while I've done a lot of research already, I'm still working on figuring this all out.

So I hope you're willing to indulge my rambles, I'll eventually make a guest book but for now I'm just here, trying to figure this out.